The Last Wednesday of July
Greetings dear and precious sisters-in-Christ,
Yesterday I had to take my car in to have maintenance check and oil change. Routine but still asked God for His favor and for His protection and provision when I got there at the dealership. This was the first time that I had gone without my husband helping me and knowing what they were saying as they walked me the whole process of what needed to be done. The gentleman who received my car explained what it entailed but also what needed to be done to keep the car functioning properly. The wait was about an hour and forty minutes and instead of waiting in the designated room with the television tuned to a channel I decided to take a walk. The sidewalk led me to a park with a small creek at the entrance of neighborhood. The walk was so refreshing and pleasant to see all the houses and how each home owner decorated up their homes. One of the houses was having its roof being resurfaced and the sound of the workers doing the work was also very relaxing. The car dealership sent me videos of the condition of my tires and also the representative explained it very thoroughly. When I got home I was so thankful for His protection and for His provision and continued on with my day. Now this is when it gets interesting - at 4:00 this morning I woke up crying and realized once again I was missing him (my husband). It was then that I realized that if I don't deal with the grief when it appears the Lord will gently comfort me with His Love for it is in the most mundane situations that seem to bring me to tears. Yes, I did rely on him for so many things and yes now I am relying on the Lord but there is somethings that I cannot decide that I am okay. It was a big deal for me to drive alone on the crowded highway and walk through an unfamiliar neighborhood and also know that I was making the decision alone. I am so thankful for the Lord keeping me safely in His arms and surrounding me with His Love and Hope and Joy. As I fell asleep after my crying and said out loud, "I miss him" then the Lord gave the rest I needed and woke up at 7:00. God is so Good and in this time when I am needing extra attention He is there is comfort and quiet my heart. Thank you for letting me share my sisters-in-Christ. Let us pray - Abba Father, Gracious Lord, Glorious LORD, all praise and glory to Your Name. Lord, my prayer for this last Wednesday of July - keep them in Your embrace, lead them into Your presence, guide them as they plan their days and give them Your Peace which passes all understanding. In Jesus' Name, Amen.
Grace be with you,
LyndiaSue


